There's no secret that I haven't been with anyone at all before Jack. Though I suppose what he means by trusting me is knowing I won't be with anyone but him unless... unless something really bad happens. Even if that something bad is nothing either of us has any control over.

And I trust him, too. I trust that he wants this as badly as I do, that he wants me and only me.

"Okay," I breathe after a few moments, leaning up just a little for another kiss before I nod against him, nerves winding tight again. "Let's, uhm... let's go without. If you're okay with that."