"You have a plan?" I reply with a laugh before quickly shaking my head. "No, of course you do. Oh my goodness, you ridiculous boy."

There's no hiding the fondness in my tone though and I lean in toward him, reaching over with my other hand to cup his face and pressing a kiss to his frowning lips. And maybe it will hurt. Everything I've ever read or seen seems to imply it will, at least a little. But they all say it gets better, too. And that with lots of lube and prep, the initial pain isn't really so bad at all.

I press another kiss then, and another, lips lingering before I pull back, making sure his eyes are on mine. "I trust you. Okay? I trust you and I love you and I'm so, so ready to know how it feels to have you inside me."